Xmas day

i live in Calgary without my family
Computer games around me
but i also feel empty
in my heart
i can only feel the epic melody

i am so boring

i have nothing to do these days.........
who can help me

May be i lost one post

i lost one of my post... i don't know why, the first post i wrote at the very beginning disappeared. so i only have 9 posts and i have to add this one to be 10...That's so bad...
the net today is very bad, i can hardly visit any webside. 20minite ago, it turns better and i find the place for writing blogs, then, the net broke out...so i have to upload it at a late time. i just finish doing the commerical of our group, i think we did a goo job. our group members have really poor English, i even cannot communicate with two of them by using English... the other one's English is better, but he always absend in our group activites... i feel not good about that. but still, i persuade them to work together and take a video, and i let the two weaker English speakers take the most important position. but i only take a short part of the commercial. i wish they can get practice and good mark. after took video, i spend many time to fix them and add effect, to make it seems better.
Whatever, that's my job.i should do that.

The end is near

Angels cries at night. After this night, i will only have 2 weeks in Leap2. lots of feelings exploded in my heart. I wanted to jump this level long time before, but i changed my mind in a short time. Now, i miss it very much. we have studied lots of things, not only knowledge in books, but also experience of life. In addition, i made lots of friends in this class. Our teachers are supper excellent, i will give Scott full mark of his teaching. Some classmates will go back their home in vacation. but i will leave here as well. my birthday is near, i borned at the longgest night of a year. i will have to stay here to have my birthday dinner without my family. Also, i have many disappointment of my life in Calgary. How times flies, three months have past since i came to this beautiful city. i have used much money of my family, but i still have not learned all what i should know. Maybe, i wish, as time goes, i will live a better life.