Good or bad?

After serval days bad mood, i feel better now. thanks for the care of my teacher, friends, and parents, that really helps me very much. now i have a small progress on my marks. i think i'll be ok with the next mounth. i am doing my outside reading project. that's a boring project i think...hehe~ maybe i need a intresting project question, maybe like "what idea have you got from this book?"~ whatever, i need to do that~~ that's part of my job~
Now i realized that this world is not that evil, there are something needs me to care~ death is not emergency that needs to be achieved. i do need more fun of this world. After i graduate from this university and got enough money, i wish to travel to Japan and Paris, or some provinces in China at least. the world is cruel, we made it. the world is not cruel, we made it. both sun and moon are shinning together, but not at the same part of our world... We know that the the world is inequality, but we can do nothing about that, we cannot change! then why don't we just play our cards we own? that's what i have to say(native people~ha!)