These days

i am so overcast these days. i can not sleep well and always have strange dreaming. i always go to bed at 12:00 before, but these days i go to bed at 3:00 or 4:00 amazingly with no reason! That makes me crazy and certainly i can not get up early. i don't want that but lots of things are staying in my head, that i have to play games or read books to dodge those thoughts. My life is losing although i know that i should work hard and get a better mark. But i can not control my ideas, they jump out shinning like the stars! i just let my brain take a breath and think about the beautiful world but sometimes i confuse whether i should do this or not. Ok! forget it! let me continue the vocabulary study!