i am living

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Location: calgary, alberta, Canada

Sunday, May 28, 2006

I am here

Some days before, i confused about my future marks, some days before, i struggled with the communication of the surroundings. Now, i'm here, with all my honor and glorious, marching on the way of success! i tell myself, don't think about that anymore~! let it be! don't like others control my mind~ i am who i am! thanks for the encouragement from my old friends, i know what should i do!
(finished)
i'll play some games and have some fun, then finish my homework and read some books on the weekend. that's the life... i don't need to change it, or fit it.
This week i studyed "elite child athlete". it talked that the too much sports might not good for children, but appropriate physical exercise is needed.
Next week will be another busy week. work~ work!

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

no title because i'm silly!

It is a really bad weather today~ dark outside for a long time. The cloud looks heavily, and i don't like cold air. maybe i am a sensitive person so that my emotion is very bad. i feel that i become smaller and smaller, and nobody cares me. i can hardly say a word outloud, the only thing i did in class is nod or shake my head. that's too bad... i hate myself, but i hardly change... what can i do to make me happy? the surroundings influenced me too much now, i have to make a change!
This afternoon i attended to a lecture. that's a match class. the teacher of this class is a young gentleman. he speaks quickly so i have to pay all my attention on listensing his words and follow his steps. but the content of the class is very easy... that because i've learnt some knowledge of this class in high school. after listensing the lecture i feel better. Suddenly, i am in doubt that why i am so lazy... i don't have a good emotion probably just because i don't want to work... so that i found many reason that made me do the work later, but eventually i have to do it by myself... am i a fool?

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

New Beginning

i'm a little sad that i have'n been taught by scott~ but it's ok, i found that floriana is a really good teacher, and the classmates are good, too. The new days are comming, there're really much more work in Leap 4. Now my emotion is smoothy. i nearly lose feelings, found that everything is in a strange specific situation, and i only know the balance, and my position in the big classroom. some light coming out of the beautiful eyes of the classmate sit in front of me. that clear my thought in the dark room...
Oh~ no, a little out of topic~ now i am sitting in the intensive class and write the first post of this semester. Actrucally, i haven't make a clear plan of the following 3 months, the only thing i know, is just work~work. i'll try my best to pass this level and finish the Leap program before September. i have to do that... i don't think that's uncatchtable, although that's really hard. anyway, i cannot lose my ambition.
People get energy from what they believe. i'm not sure about the faith. whether it is exsit or not, it won't stop my steps to my goal! i'll be success!